I'm sorry

I'm sorry to lead u disappointed to me,
But I have my reason just don't know how to tell u,
Maybe u think tat I selfish , never heard u wat u said, never put u in the 1st ,
Maybe u think tat even how my mum treat me unfair I also is help my mum,
But I really have my reason, and I edy try my best to ask my mum wat u ask me to do,
Maybe u grow at different family with me , u won't understand my situation,
I have been regret n lost one ppl important in my life,
So I don't want lost it again,
You n my mum also important to me, both of u I also don't want to lost it,
But I can swear it I Love You !!!

I know u still angry me, but I really hope u wont make the decision I don't want to hear it.
I really scare to lose you, I know I already can't without you.
You are the only one make me smile.
 I want to message you but I scare u won't reply my massage,
I want to call you but I scare u won't pick up my call,
I really scare to lost you!!!!